Monday, May 24, 2010

prom is over, as is the weekend.

Things went great with prom, i asked the girl out and all went well. Im dead tired, got very little sleep and biked a few miles yesterday after a day of dancing and bowling.

Also my friend isnt pissed at me for asking her out so thats great.

besides that, lots of school projects, going to walk on water in AP Chemistry in a few days, and we keep going outside to play frisbee or kickball in my classes, so life's going pretty good

still have to tell a friend something that could destroy them... not going to be fun, i dont know if ill ever get up the courage

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Prom tonight

Well my ex and i broke up a few weeks ago, i managed to find another date to prom fortunately, but my ex was pissed that i found someone to go with so quickly, she though i just got over her like that, which isnt the case cause im still depressed about it. now a bunch of my friends are hurting her and making fun of her which is the last thing i wanted but shes just getting more depressed and will never tell me whats wrong, i wanted us to stay friends but one of her best friends hates my guts and never lets us be around each other, i dotn think she wants to be around me any more anyway because i couldnt do anything about my friends saying things about her.

I know some secrets that are killing me inside but if i let them out bad things will happen, but i dont think it will be much longer unti; they come out anyway.

life goes on, and it seems my number of close friends has dropped again because of losing my ex, but on a better note ive started and dungeons and dragons group wich should be lots of fun, im DM.

Prom is tonight, im taking a friend ive liked for a long time but i havnt really talked to her for quite a while, she goes to a different high school now and thus we sort of fell apart but im glad for this oportunity, however one of my best friend went out with her before and still likes her, that may cause problems if she sees me as anything more than a friend, so idk if i want her to see me a just a friend or not.

oh well, now i have to go clean the house cause people are comign over for pictures beofore prom, adios