Decisions, Decisions

Well, I have made up my mind and thats final, idk if its a good thing or a bad thing, but its whats whats. Unfortunately I will no longer be hanging out at my cousins farm, but oh well that just means I have a few more weekends that I can fill up with fun, right? Been having a pretty sucky week, what with arguments, everyone talking about science olympiad states, and not getting a sufficient amount of sleep. But on the plusside at least I have a job now, I do pizza delivery, but the place is almost never busy so I just get to sit around doing my hw or reading.

On a different note, I've been talking to people, and asking them opinions on my opinions due to once again being called opinionated, to which most of them responded that I was letting things get out of hand and I should probably back off. However, there were a few people who didn't say that. They told me my opinions were who I was, that I should let that dictate what I do, and what I accept. So yeah, I yelled at some people this week, and I had no right to, but at least I have security on my opinions again, and that's another thing I decided on, and the results wont be changing again.

on my current to do list:
Finish reading dune because I'm 400 pages in and I'm having trouble setting it down
Finish watching torchwood cause I haven't touched it in a while
and of course to continue watching Buffy, I enjoy it a lot more than I thought I would, I regret not listening to molly about watching it back when we were dating lol, oh well.

Oh and one decision I have yet to make is if I still want to go back to camp this year... I mean It's pay, no a lot but pay none the less, free room and bored, and I'll never really be bored. But at the same time it will be another summer barely seeing my girlfriend or any of the other friends I have left by then, and it will kinda be one of my last real chances to hang out with a lot of them. Oh well, I'll tackle that decision when Brian calls which should be in a week or two.