Saltwater room

Its a song by owl city, and its been stuck in my head for the last 5 days.

It's chorus is just so captivating. i can't stop thinking about it, and it makes me feel awful but great at the same time.


Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time



its mostly just two lines that keeps playing over and over in my head:

If this is what i call home, why does it feel so alone?

and of course

so tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?




blah, i love music, and i hate music. I like bands that most people hate or don't know, and yet i can never find a band of my own, something to listen to that my friends havn't already know about for 3 years.

owl city-tyler told me about it,
bowling for soup-not very popular but still a fairly large fan base, most of my friends know their songs
blink-182-same as bfs
jason mraz-tyler again
the only things i have that my friends didn't turn me on to is the decemberists and Demons & Wizards

even with musicals my friends showed me dr. horrible's sing along blog, repo:the genetic opera, rent and rocky horror picture show. the only thing i have there is Newsies but my sisters are the ones who got me to watch that.

is it bad that there is nothing to call my own discovery among my friends?

is it bad that i want there to be something i can call my own?

The Matrix

well, i watched the matrix for the first time last night. Though i only watched the 2nd and 3rd movies. so yeah, i have yet to see the 1st movie, and that made the other two quite confusing. Overall i liked them, and they made me want to see the first one.

on another note, i went to one of my aunts houses yesterday for a family gathering, one of my cousins and i played frisbee, in 15 min the frisbee was transformed into more than 10 pieces of a frisbee. we accidentally ran over it, hit a tutle made out of cement, and threw it in the water. after that we played hide and seek with another one of my cousins, and than one of them came over and we watched the matrix 2 and 3.

this morning after a few hours sleep i went to my niece's(sp) christening she was really cute today. than we got home and watched the 2nd half of the negotiator and than minority report, they were good, and now im bored cause my cousin left.

much better weekend than last, now its time to get back to kingdom heart re:chain of memories

GTC

hey G this is the point where i recommend that you GTC, just because u did over the summer doesn't mean that you have the right to go back and start trying to cause drama to make up for what you might have missed. so if u even reed this, take my advice to heart, GTC its not that u aren't a great friend its just that u are currently going against one of the things i thought you stood for, yeah i am aweful and whatever, but at least im not contradicting myself.

for everyone else who isn't G, hi, whats up? nothing much here just sitting back enjoying clam chowder on one of the most boring saturdays of my life.

oh here's something to talk about, in my english 11R class we are currently doing this thing on the meaning of life. I have a lot of fun discussing, debating, or just thinking about that topicand im glad that i can submit 2 of my poems for this project, one of them being the one i posted a little while back, the other i can post if anyone wants me to, its called human, i wrote it with help from one of my friends, i had a lot of fun writing it, well beyond that, adios ppl hopefully your saturday's are going better than mine so far.